Pray the Hate out

Re-focusing.

Been fucked over financially by a handful of people over the years.  It's left a scar and made it difficult going forward with new people that I'm just co-workers w/ or just 'sort of' know.  One such instance cost me $10,000 and I think about it on a daily basis despite it being over 2 years now.  It's also drastically affected a close friendship of mine and I hate that.  Unfortunately money is important; and when I'm on a hot run I need to remember the hard times and not just dish out $$$ in crazy get rich plans/schemes/ideas w/o putting a lot more effort into them.

Also; I should always be 50/51% owner/share-holder as it protects me from getting fucked.

All those things are over.  All the people who didn't make good on their word or swindled you are dead to you.  It's ok.  I do not believe in forgive and forget -- though I do believe in fuck em; there's plenty of $$ out there to get and you cannot cry over spilled milk.

I'm mega focused and I'm just smashing the games last few weeks!  Gotta remember the only person stopping me from my goals is myself -- and that this is a dream; not a grind.